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Oct. 5th, 2006 @ 03:41 pm Ode to the Bouncy Ball Machine!!
Current Location: Home in Abilene!!
Current Mood: sniff sniff!!
Current Music: Les Mes Soundtrack!!
I do have some sad news!!...



Last Saturday Marissa Jane and me had a great garage sale. We decided that we would bring the wonderful bouncy ball machine out, to see if any of the children wanted to by a ball for just $0.25. As children came up and familys stopped by, they wouldn't ask if they could by a ball, they would ask how much the actuall machine was. Well we weren't selling the machine!! So we would say "for $100", they would quickly turn and buy something else. We didn't care, it was our Bouncy ball machine!! We loved and charished it!! We only actually sold three bouncy balls, but that was ok. Marissa Jane and me bought balls to play with while we waited and that entertained us.




Then a lady stopped by, walked right up to the machine, didnt even look at anything else. She stopped just for the machine!! Asked, we said $100!! Then she went on with a story about how it was for her grandson, he was turning 8 on Monday, it was his birthday. He would love it. Blah Blah!! Then she asked if we had the key, which we didn't, then pointed out that the bottom was broken out!! So it really wasn't even worth $100. So she offered $50!! Marissa Jane and me talked about it, knowing that we both loved and adored it!! But we would never make $50 off of it!! So we ended up selling it! Ahhhh!! Then her grandson came out of the truck, saw the machine, she told him that was his gift and he didn't seem to care!! I was pissed that this kid wasn't going to be greatfull of this awesome machine!! When two 24yr girls loved it!! Then I yelled!! "You better enjoy your Bouncy Ball Machine!!" Then he was like!! "What?!?! its bouncy balls!!" and got really excited. So all I can think, is he thought it was a regular gum ball machine!! So that made me fell better!! That he was excited!!



So we are still in mourning of our bouncy ball machine!! But that just means we have to keep our eyes open for a new one!!
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Sep. 24th, 2006 @ 12:53 pm Blind Date Anyone?!?!
Current Mood: Fun Fun!
Current Music: Last Kiss Soundtrack!!
Last night I went on a blind date. One of my co-workers, Gina thought it would be fun to set me up with a guy *Ben* that her husband works with. She said that it wouldn't really be a date; it would be of a group get together, so I agreed.

We met up around 6:30 at Chili's for dinner. It was great, we did the whole get to know you thing; "What do you like to do for fun?", "Where did you grow-up", "What kind of…..do you like", "What's your favorite color?"; the typical questions you ask. Then we ordered drinks and split an Apple Dessert. Mmmmm Yummy!! After dinner we went to the movies and watched Talladega Nights. It was funny, just not as funny as I thought it would be.

After the movie Gina and her husband called it a night. We decided to go to Grahams and grab a few drinks to chill. Played a game of pool, which I sucked hardcore!! We then decided that Grahams really did suck, so we went to Fiddlestrings to see if it was any better, which it was. It had just the right amount of people. We sat at the bar in the corner and "shot the shit" getting to know each other. Met a nice girl Courtney, that we were sitting next too, who was sitting alone. She started chatting with us, which was great, we totally hit it off! We even exchanged numbers. She was fun!! Ben couldn't decide what mixed drink he wanted, so he asked the bartender for ideas. The bartended brought over the rolodex of drinks for him to look at. It was great. 10X better than one of those drink books you can buy at the store!! I busted out a pen and started writing some names down. That was fun!! Before we knew it, it was last call and it was time to leave. Said my goodbyes to my new friend Courtney, thanked the bartender for letting us look at the rolodex and we went home. We exchanged numbers, and went home.

It was a fun blind date. I really didn't want to go on it. Ask Jennifer!! All day I was complaining about going and why did I ever say YES! But, it really was fun! We are going to try to get together in a couple of weekends. He is busy with work and stuff. So yea yea!! Good times!!
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Sep. 5th, 2006 @ 01:26 am (no subject)
Current Location: In my messy ass apt!! ~ *thanks bro*
Current Mood: Fun ~ Draining Weekend!!
Current Music: Somewhere over the Rainbow ~ Me First and the Gimme Gimmes
4 days, 950 miles, 12 hrs, $130, 7 cops, 2 strip clubs, 1 cat and Crabs!! = One great eventful weekend!!

I went to Corpus Christi this weekend, past 4 days!! Driving 950 miles *total mileage used* just to visit My Nicholas!! Hadn't seen him in over a yr, so I was really exciting!! He moved down to Corpus back in Feb or so. But seeing as its a 6hr drive down, I didn't have time to go visit. So I took Friday off, only took $130 *knew for the weekend Nick would be my Sugar Daddy!!* (wink) and left around 2:00pm. Got to Corpus about 8.

Went to dinner at a Mediterranean Restaurant with Nick and one of his friends Ryan. Not really my fav type of food, but the atmosphere was awesome!! After dinner Ryan left, we headed to Burger King, to get me some real dinner!! Then headed to Nick's house, to get some camping gear, to go camp on the beach. Then he said we could get some firewood at his place of employ. So we drove over there. He pointed to a building to the right and said that was where he worked. Then we went to the building next to it. Me thinking thought that the building we were at was part of his work still. There was a pile of wood/logs. So we got what we needed and started to leave. I decided that I wanted to change shirts before we went to the beach. So just ripped my shirt off and started to change. Then looked over and saw a cop!! Then slid on my shirt right as the cop turned on his lights and came over!! I thought ohh shit!! He actually saw something!! But no, I am not that lucky!! He wasnt stopping us because of me changing. Someone had called and said that something fishy was going. Well as he starts talking to us. 6 other cops come!! CRAZY!! They separate Nick and me. Start interrogating us. Ran our ID's. It was so stupid! We weren't doing anything wrong!! Finally they figured out that, yea we weren't doing anything wrong, and left!! So after some laughing!!

We left and went to the beach! We camped on Port Aransas. To get there we had to take a ferry!! One you actually drive your car on!! It was so cool!! We got there around 11pm ish, found a great spot, and started setting up camp. A good amount of ppl were on the camping also, guess we weren't the only ones with the great idea!! Met a great German drunk guy!! Started our fire with some good ole gasoline!! Borrowed from some great ppl!! Went skinny dipping!! *Hello!! Its a must!!* Cooked hotdogs and marshmallows!! Crashed about 4am!!

When we awoke around 10am, to kids laughing, cars moving, and dogs barking. The beach was full of families!! It was great!! Went for a nice swim *clothed of course!!* Packed up and went to the hotel. This great little hole in the wall! It was only $45 a night, and was right on the beach!! Right across from the Lexington!! It rocked! So what if it was a little sketchy!! Hehehe!! A little dirt never hurt anyone!! Went to dinner at Pier 99, great band was playing, great seafood, and great chicken!!

Then met up with Ryan. We decided we would go see if we could meet up with Stephanie. *another one of Nick's friends* We first went to Party Place Cabaret; drinks were really expensive, and she wasnt even there. But one of the girlz was fun to watch!! She made us laugh, really hard, she was just trying too hard!!. So then we went to Cabaret of Cc. She wasn't there either, so we didn't even stay!! Man who would have thought I would drive 6hrs just to go to a 2 strip clubs!! But hey, it was fun!

Sunday morning, woke up, started getting dressed when all of a sudden noticed that a fucking cat had decided to join us!! It crawled out of the box spring!! There was a nice hole, where it must have been living!! It was crazy and I was PISSED!! The owner wasnt American and just kept say, No Complaints, Keep Money, Be Happy, Stay. So ended up getting my money back for that night and got moved to a new room. Cat free!! *yes!!*

Went to were Nicholas actually worked, showed me around. He is a landscaper. Then we went to the beach and found a grip of shells!! Not just any shells!! Hermit crab filled shells!! I just kept collecting them, thinking that they would just fall out!! Nope, they seem to like there home!! So I have a nice collection of shells, just waiting for the crabs to die!! Is that bad?!?!

Then we went to a movie, Accepted!! It was really funny!! Got ice cream, then went to dinner at a great hamburger place!! Walked down to the beach front and sat and relaxed. It was nice. The cutest little boy kept walking over to us and tried to give me his half eaten cookie. Then would run off. We had a great talk about this and that. It was great!!

Monday we checked out of the room, cat free!! Then walked over to the Texas State Aquarium. It was fun getting to see all the different types of fish and everything! The best part was seeing all the children laugh and smile, when getting a chance to pet and play with the different fish! We prob spent a good 2 1/2 hrs there. It was great!!

Hanging out with My Nicholas was really fun!! He gave me a great labor day weekend in Corpus Christi!! Now that I have actually gone down there, done the long drive, I have realized that it really isn't that bad of a drive and can't wait to do it again!!

Nicholas you ROCK!!
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Aug. 13th, 2006 @ 02:32 am Up for a late night swim!?!?!
Current Mood: Swimming ~ YES!!
Current Music: Watched movie in the Park ~ ET -The Extra Terrestrial

So the new thing in Angelo that I have been doing, is swimming in nasty lake Nasworthy!! My friends and me go down there late at night and go for a nice swim at "the Beach." I have been living here for 6yrs and had only gone swiming in the lake twice!!. In the past month I have gone swimming *clothed or non-clothed*  prob 6times. Which is crazy!! We ~ which includes ~ *Me, Jennifer, Megan, Mike* (and sometimes Marissa Jane and her gang of trouble!!) I wouldnt mind going swimming in a pool at night when we get done with whatever we are doing for the night, but our apt pools all close around 9 0r 10!! So really what fun is that!! Plus the lake is more exciting ~ you never know who you are going to stuble across!! or should I say who is going to stumble across you!! But hey sometimes dirty old naked men just need someone to talk to too!! *wink* See what happened was we were swimming and someone pulled up. Asked us how the water was and started walking over to the water. Well Jen and Mega were topless so they swam over, grab there tops slipped them on, then we got out of the water. It was just in time!! The dirty old man came up on us nice and topless, with his pants already unzipped!! Ready to go!! As we were putting together our stuff, he dropped his pants, got naked, and got in!! It was rather funny!! Def something to remember!!

Swimmming at the lake is great cause really!! ~ What else is there to do in angelo!! Well that will keep you out of trouble that is!?!?!

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Jul. 24th, 2006 @ 11:31 pm and it continues!!....
Current Mood: WHY!??!?!
Current Music: Gnarkls Barkley ~ Crazy!!
so not only did my loving grandmother die yesterday!!....*my mothers mom*.....but my aunt died also!...my fathers sister....she was my only aunt on my fathers side of the family.....i mean...i have 2nd aunts and uncles...on my dads side....but she was his only sibling.....she apparently had some kind of cancer....my father didnt even know about it.....she hadnt told anyone about it....but she also hadnt know very long....now i am not sure what happend....but she must have had a some kind of break out...or something....and she passed away on sunday also....now i didnt know my aunt very well....i prob only meet her 3 times....but still it really hurt...i mean she is family....close family....and gosh!! i just feel for my dad!...he just lost his sister....i would die if i lost either one of my sisters....or my brother....so my mother is crushed about her mother passing....my dad is crushed about his sister passing.....and i am just scared...because they are so far away...and it just seems like everyone is dying...

i havent had to deal with close family death since i was really young....when my granddad passed....i was prob in the 4 or 5th grade....i had never met him...so it really didnt effect me much....but now that i am older...and i actually know these ppl...i am now learning....that this is only start of me having to say goodbye.....ppl are going to be dying in my life......it just sucks that this had to all happen at once....

i think i am going to get to go to my aunts funneral in NM....so that is a plus....but we will have to see when the time comes....

*just as a side note!!:*
 ~they both passed away on the 23rd of the month!!....that was the date of my horrible accident....that day i hate!!....i have had bad things happen on that date before also....like my first real seizure! the one that caused me not to be able to drive for 406 days!!.....from now on i think i am going to just stay at home and not wake up on the 23rd of each month!....i hate it...i hate it....i hate it.....





(i just wish you were here to hold me hand and tell me everything is going to be ok....) 
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Jul. 23rd, 2006 @ 09:51 pm Today is a sad day in my family....
Current Mood: Death is never fun!!
Current Music: AFI ~ ...But Home is Nowhere
today my grandmother past away...



ahh she was a great lady!!...she was a strong and beautiful....and had a wonderful long life....she was over 90 yrs old.....had 12 children....my mom being the 7th child....she lived up in MA....so i didnt get to visit much....when i was younger....maybe we drove up every 2yrs...if i was lucky.....me and my sis *sarah*...did get to spend the whole summer up there once...that was great....we were prob like 12-13.....i do have 44+ cousins....and that is just my first cousins....and i dont even know how many second cousins i have.....crazy!!....but i guess that is what happens when you come from a great big family....my grandmother had been sick for a while....she had a bad stroke a few years ago...that really hurt her....so she has been in rough shape....they made all these adjustments to her house...so that she could still live in her house...and still get around....she always wanted to pass away in her bed....so her children did everything to there best so that that could happen....my bro *emory* and dad went up for a visit about 2 weeks ago....with my sister from japan *cora* and her husband *mitch* so he could meet her and everyone....i couldnt go...because i couldnt get the time off work....i havent been back in about 4yrs....well about a week ago *last sat*...she had another minor stroke...that really hurt her...she held on strong for the whole week....couldnt move...couldnt talk....couldnt eat....did alot of sleeping....was bearly opening her eyes...my mom flew up there on sunday morning....and has been there since....it was great that my mom dad and emo could all be there....cora and mitch had to leave to finish traveling...but they said there goodbyes....so that was good....i feel bad that me and sarah...werent there....but i can tell it is very crazy....everyone was able to be there....all 12 of the children...were able to make it to say there goodbyes....when i was talking to my mom she told me that someone ran upstairs saying that she was passing....and when my mom got down to her she was bearly breathing....my mom said her goodbye....gave her a kiss....and said i love you...and goodbye....(when my mom told me that...i just started to cry....i couldnt imagine that)...everyone was right there as she died....when the funneral home came to get the body....there were like 45 ppl at the house my mom said....they all walked outside and kissed the body as it walked by...then my grandma was gone.....they all stood and watched the hurse drive away....then one of my uncles said....ok time to cut down the tree....there was this tree in the front yard...that everyone hated but my grandma....and she would always say...'you cant cut it down till after i am dead'....my mom said it was great comic relief....i come from a strong family...so i know that with everyone being together.....it will all be alright!....



i know that my grandma is in a better place now...now she isnt in any pain...now she is at peace....and most importantly...she is with her husband that she lost over 20yrs ago.....so i am sad.....but i know that she is happy....and that is what is really important....



always tell the ones you love...that you love them!!....

love isnt a bad word!!...its just a powerfull word!!....

love is one word...that really does mean so much to a person!!...when it is meant!!....

 
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Jun. 18th, 2006 @ 02:32 am blah blah!!
Current Mood: nerdy
Current Music: Death Cab for Cuties

so i have no modivation at all to unpack!!....

my new apt still looks like a mad house!!....

it sucks lots!!....ohh well....fuck it!!....hahaha....

i did however get completly moved out of the old apt....and get it all cleaned which was nice!!....to be done with that!! yea yea!!

i still have no bed!....i am sleeping on an air-up bed....yea!! how cool is that....blah!! yucky!!....oh well....better than my bro....he is on the floor....he hasnt been sleeping in a bed since like may 12....when he moved in with me....hahahha....oh well....

i got moved up at work on friday....i am FINALLY...off minor league....*the training/starting group* (did i mention its am going on the end of my 4th mo ~ oh well)....i did it!!....and that is all that matters....i will finally start getting accounts that are like 15,000 - 30,000 avg....yippie!!...i am stoked!!....wish me luck!!....but hey after 4mo i am totally ready!!....

my sis *cora* from japan is comming to the states to visit for the summer!!...i am totally excited!!...its been 2yrs since we have seen her!! *and her hubby mitch*......so it should be fun....well that is except they will be taking MY car for 2 weeks!!....so i have to drive my brothers car....which ok isnt too bad of a car....except....the damn thing doesnt have any door handles!!...yea small set back!!...its such a bitch to get in and out of!!....oh well....its just 2 weeks!!....hahaha....so i am jealous....emory cora mitch and my dad are all driving up to MA.....they are going to go visit my grandma...and all my family....i havent seen most of my family in like 4yrs....it sucks!!....plus my grandma is really sick....so i would like to go see her....i just wish i could of gotten the time off work....ohh well so is life right....

my last wisdom teeth are growing in!!....and they are starting to hurt like a biatch!!....it sucks!!....plus...i dont want to ask off work to get them fixed because i just got moved....want to look good....but...ok....i REALLY HURTS!!...i had a day schedualed to get them taken out....back like early may....but my manager...made a comment about me asking for too much time off....*it wasnt like i wasnt making it up/but whatever*.....so i cancled it....but now...i really need to get them out!!...cause these bitches hurt!!....

one last happy thought....i dont know if i commented on my computer crashing!!....but yea...i lost everything!!...all my pics!!....all 2,000 MP3's....that i had saved to my computer....well today...i registared for musicmatch jukebox....*which is what i was using before*....and it asked to search the computer for music...well i knew i didnt have any....but i selected OK anyways...and it sure did find my MP3's!!....so i dont know how or what...but i got them back...now if i could just get back my pics that i didnt have uploaded on Ringo.com.....and all my memorable files!!....uhgg oh well...today i am happy!!

man its late!!...but hey that is what weekends are for!!....

*so you can sleep in the next day*.....

Now leave my ass some comments!!!

Thank you!!....hahaha

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Jun. 6th, 2006 @ 08:42 pm (no subject)

7:33 PM - Move in Day!!

 

ok my crazy ppl!!....

this is short, sweet and to the point!!....

We are having a party!! well ok maybe its not what YOU would think is a typical party!?!? but hello! this is me we are talking about!!....

Who: YOU!!

When: Saturday June 10!!

Where: Meet at my apt 7AM!!

WHAT: you are going to help my ASS move!! and you are going to love doing it!! *insert smile*

i need a few helpful hands to help lift my heavy things! you know the desk, couch, stuff like that!! PLEASE!!

marissa janes parents are going to help with a TRUCK!! so i just need help with the lug!!

let me know! or hell just show up!!

 

*plus when its all moved we can all go out sat night!! so lets do this ~ so we can have a real party!!*

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May. 23rd, 2006 @ 05:51 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: i rock!!
Current Music: watching ~ Cheeper by the Dozen 2!! on dvd!!

today!!....was the day.....that i got my 10th!! person....to pay me!!...at work....and you want to know what that means!!...it means....i BONUSED!!

It was so exciting. I was so excited. It means I get at least $300 on June 22. I am hoping that I can get a few more debtors to pay me and I can reach level 2 bonus. With that I get more money!! Yippie!! I am hoping to be the top seller in my division!! So wish me luck!

*go Martha go!*

(~ better yet ~) 

*go Becky go!*

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May. 16th, 2006 @ 11:37 pm my true love!!....
Current Mood: ahh!!
Current Music: Watching ~ ShopGirl on dvd

As she watches him walk away she feels a Loss. How is it possible - she thinks?!? to miss a man she kept at a distance, so that when he was gone she would not miss him!!

Only then does she realize how wanting only part of him and not all of him, had hurt them BOTH!! And how she cannot justify her actions except that......

 

well it was LIFE! 

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May. 16th, 2006 @ 11:36 pm ck this out....
Current Mood: happy
Current Music: Watching ~ Something New on dvd

so i watched 2 movies tonight....

great movies!! if you ask me!!....

1st ~ Something New!! ~

    Fun movie about black women who is set up on a blind date with a white guy....then the white guy becomes her landscape artist!......then this becomes that....and yada yada yea!!....great movie!!....ck it out!!

2nd ~ Shop Gir!! ~

Now this movie was an interesting movie....with great ppl in it!!....about a girl *claire danes* who works at the mall....meets a fella *steve martin*....he falls for her....starts buying her rich stuff....have the struggles of the relationship....and yada yada yea!!....strange but good!!...ck it out!!

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May. 15th, 2006 @ 09:35 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: long day!!
Current Music: Watching ~ the Apprentice
so i found out that Blake had a Myspace....but hello who doesnt....hahaha

the wedding was great....it was so beautiful!!....the bride was Brittany Shouse!.....for all my other high school friends.....anyways.....so me and the girlz get to the wedding.....and who do we see right away....mr blake right there in the second row!!....well the ushers....grab my arm....and start to walk me up....ask me which row...i would like to sit in.....of course!!....i say....ohh row three please!!....hello!!.....i just wanted to see what he would say....IT WAS GREAT!!....he was as shocked to see us as we were i know it!!.....he goes!!....HEY!!....when i walked by....how are you!!....all nice and friendly....*at first i thought hmm maybe he doesnt know who i am*....hahaha.....then got all happy when he saw karessa and brandi.....*hey karessa...brandi*.....so i knew he knew who i was.....we did small talk....it was nice...he spent the ceremony helping take care of his cousin....she was the cutest little girl!.....he was so great with her!...it was totally different from the blake i remember!....it was kind of scarry!!.....hahah....no it was fun!...the other thing....hahaha....hahaha.....he did some things a little bit different from the way most guys do them......like maybe in a more feminine way?!?!.....yea....so it left us all in a question...karessa really wanted to just go up and ask him....but he was always with family....and didnt want to start a prob for brits wedding.....when we were all leaving we walked over to him....and we said that we were glad that we could chill and be cool....that it was cool to kick it....so that was cool.....glad we have grown....from the whole high school drama blahish junk!....hahhaa......

speaking of the wedding....it was great.....and very pretty.....nice and wonderful....and all that jazz....i was so happy for her....congrats brit!!.....

after the wedding....brit and karessa came and stayed the night at my place...i was way excited except for the fact that i had to get up and go to work in the morn....uhgg!!....overall i had a great night!!....and it was nice to see that my bestest friends!!....we were thinking.....we have been friends for over 12yrs....*wow crazy huh!!!*

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May. 14th, 2006 @ 08:39 am Going to the Chaple!!.....
Current Mood: excited
Current Music: Fan buzzing in the background!!
so i have been trying to clean up my apt!....start packin...man its not fun at all....yea yea yea!!....i am way excited about the new apt!...but i am totally dreading the moving...packing....lifting....and CLEANING!!...uhgg...i will pay a great amount of money to get someone else to do it!!....hahahaha....

so today i am going to a wedding of a good old high school friend....she is getting married here in angelo....and my 2 best friends from abilene are comming to town to go!! *Karessa Brandi*...I am so excited!!....cant wait to see them....and to go to the wedding...it should be so much fun!....another rather exciting thing...is that the one person...i actually truely HATED...in middle and high school will prob be there....*mr BLAKE!!*...he is related to the bride...so yea...i havent seen him since we graduated....so it should be fun....i dont really hate him anymore....but i deff am not a fan....i could just really care less about him....see here is the fun story....

mr blake....dated my best friend michael may! (she is a girl)....we all had tennis at the same time....one day we were all joking around....then whole time while we played tennis...well when it was time to put the balls away....i made a rather sexual comment....*hello i have always been sexual*...hahaha...so i said to him....."wow what small balls you have"....or something like that....he flipped!...fucker took his tennis racket....and smacked the fuck out of my leg!!....shocked the hell out of me!!....and hurt like a BIATCH!!...left a bruse the size of a mellon....on my high thigh....when i got home....my parents saw it...when i was wearing shorts...and flipped!....i told them i ran into something!!....*i lied...just like ppl do when husbands beat there wives...i was covering for him.....cause i felt it was my fault*....2 days later finally i told them!....the flipped....we eneded up calling his parents....they really didnt care.....so my dad called the principle....we both were called into the principles office.....get this!!....our punishmet!!....was to write eachother letter!!!....we both did....stating why it was wrong to hit someone!!....I HAD TO WRITE A LETTER cause he hit me!!....isnt that fucked up!!.....ohh i was a pissed girl!!....was also sucked more....was my best friend....took his side over mine....ahh it was a rough time!!.....but me and my girl...got through it!....she got smart and dumped his ass!!....i always really hated him.....truley HATED....but hey so is life....right....i would try to piss him off in HS...by going..."hi blake....hi sexy"....and be all lovey to him....ohh he hated it....it would drive him crazy....i love it....anything to make him mad....hahaha.....well one day...my junior year....he sure did catch me in the parking lot...driving out...and jumped up and kicked my car!!...FUCKER!!.....dented in the side of my yellow bezl....i hated him.....again we called his parents....they threated us....said they would take us to court.....hello we couldnt aford that....so we backed off......man i hated that fucker....but then decided i would leave him alone.....

so havent seen him since graduation....in 2000.....so cant wait to see how this goes...wish me luck.....

hehehehehehe
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May. 7th, 2006 @ 12:20 am Got any shit Biatch!!
Current Mood: energetic
Current Music: Watching ~ the L word Season One
Things are starting to look up in my world!!....i am going to be moving into a new apt!!...YIPPE!!....i can no wait!!.....

I am moving into Creekside...with my kid brother *emory*....moving into a 2 bed/2 bath on June 21st!!....we are way stoked!!....the sucky sad thing is that emo is going to have to move into my small apt for the time being.....and sleep on the couch!...hahaha...till we get to move....ohh well...so is life........

so here is what this blog is really about!!....I NEED FURNITURE!!.....seeing as i live in a fully furnished apt now...i have all of NOTHING!!....ohh wait...that is wrong...i have 2 great chairs that my great friends...*mega and brin*...have given me!!...yippie....but i need a shit load of other things!!...anything you have and dont need....and can give me....or might sell me for a small penny!!...or what not!!...please pass my way....and spread the word!!...PLEASE!!.....

*ps ~ i am watching the L word!!....learning how to be a true Lezie!! hahahaha so i can fit in with my girlzzzzz!!*
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Apr. 24th, 2006 @ 01:10 am sherley temple.....
Current Location: San Angelo, TX
Current Mood: dork!!
Current Music: Kumbia Kings
had a fun weekend....went home spent some time with my mamma!!....it was fun...went out with my sis....met up with chris and eric...and met a new friend miranda.....*all good friends of my sis*....because i just got my 2 wisdom teeth taken out and i am on some hard core drugs!!....i decided that yea....wouldnt be too smart to drink....and i would be the DD...*the double diddy*....hehehe.....so i ordered sherley temples all night!!!....looks like a cherry vodka....56 the vodka!!...hahah....chris did a great job the whole night testing my drinks....to make sure they were clean and vodka free!!...man how nice!!....hahahha *actually it was really awesome that he cared*.....

went to a pub in a resturaunt...*cant remember the name*...small place....it was neat....when we got there....*around 9:30*...it was packed....i kept seeing ppl that i graduated high school with...that was wierd....uhggy...hahaha....then this table behind us....kept screaming everytime someone in there group of friends would walk in the door....it really got old fast....so what did we do....we sent eric out so we could scream when he came back!!....hehehehe...ohh it was great...he opened the door...and we all yelled...yippie....ohh yea.....really loud...it was great....the ppl behind us didnt like it at all...started getting pissy...man i hate prepy ppl!!....uhgg!!...but we didnt care it was funny to us!!.....then we left went to an irish pub....dammit had to pay cover....uhgg!!...but it was only $3...so not to bad!!....its a fun place...had been there before....drinks are really expensive...prob only 25 ppl in the whole place....so that was no good....but i understand why drinks have to be so expensive....like seriously...they were like $4.75/5.50 for a cherry vodka...*if i had had one*...ohh well.....so is life...hahaha....

the night was fun....did a shit load of dancing....*even got the boys out dancing...eric did some awesome techno dancing and well chris just did chris dancing*....hahaha....during one of the techno songs....all 5 of us got out there and danced....and did the whole...dance with a ball thing....and played like we were tossing it to eachother....it was so funny!!...eric was the only one who could actually do it right...well sarah could do it pretty good...but the rest of us sucked at it!!.....i mad an ass out of myself....you would of thought i was drunk off my ass...but yea...sober as could be!!....at one point got so hot and sweaty....went and took my shirt off and just left my sweater on....hahha...but hey...you couldnt tell....hehehe.....they played all kinds of music....so that was fun!!....even played some kumbia kings....yea yea....and we danced out little white asses off...but hey...i am catholic...i know how to kumbia....hahahha

hey all in all it was fun....the bar closed at 1....man abilene sucks...hahaha.....usually closes at midnight...but hey...it was sat....get an extra hour....yes yes!!....drove sarahs ass home....then went home and crashed myself...it was overall a great weekend....

now its time to help bring my *FLS* back together...and see if we can fix some of the issues that happended over the weekend....that i luckly got to miss out on!!.....

what would life be like....without DRAMA!!.....

*your right.....it would be boring*
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Apr. 20th, 2006 @ 08:40 pm a little less wisdom!!
Current Mood: it hurts!! it hurts!!
Current Music: Watching ~ Irresistible on DVD
well we all know i never had much wisdom!!....but now...i really have alot less!!....hahaha.....see this week has been a very PAINFULL week....i had 2 of my wisdom teeth pulled!!...uhggy!!....yea....took the top right one out on tues afternoon.....cause i just couldnt take the pain anymore....went to work wed...*full day 7-6*....then today....i went in at 7...but was having alot of pain...and just couldnt take it....so went and got the bottom right one pulled at 9....man!!....now that was painfull!!....this one hurts way more than the top one did!!....ohh well...so is life....it just sucks...cause i have missed so much work this week...uhgg!!....i hate it!!....i just hope they dont fire me!!....i was out monday for a dr apt...so really i have only worked like 16hrs this week....ohh well....someone just make the pain go away!!.....
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Apr. 18th, 2006 @ 12:23 am rub a dubb dubb!!...........
Current Mood: stupid stupid stupid
Current Music: Watching ~ Law and Order *my fav show*
ok so i went home for easter!!...it was great...*read past blog if you care!...haha*.....i decided that i would wash my laundry on sat morn.....so i got it all ready....started it up....put on some scrubby clothes....and went to town!!....put my first load in.....yippie.....a little later....then i start walkin around the house...looking for my cell phone....cant seem to find the fucker!!...i call it....cant hear it...ok....now i am just getting mad....so i looked around...and then my dad jokingly says...."ahh i bet you washed it".....then i remember it had been in my PJ pants pocket!!...ohh shit!!....i run over....i open up the machine....its all bubbly....full of water....i start digging around....looking for those PJ pants....*YES*...i found them...no cell phone!....so i go to put them back....do one more swish through the machine....and all of a sudden!!....i feel my CELL PHONE!!....fuck!! what kind of retard decides to wash there cell phone!!....my dad takes over!!...it was ohh so cute...it was like he was doing surgury....he goes..."ok i need a small screw driver...a blow dryer....a face cloth...and a fan.....cause its hot in here!!"....so he takes the phone apart....apart so much that i have never seen it this far taken apart!!...it was mad crazy!!...well we set the bitch to dry for like 8hrs...NO GOOD!!....the fucker still is broke!!....dammit!...so for starters...i am going through withdraws of not haivng my cell phone!!...of not having my text messaging...of not being connected to the world outside!! hahaha!!....and i sure did loose everyones phone number!!....uhgg!!!

ok so here is what i need from YOU!!...i need your phone number....that is if you want me to have it!!...cause hello biatches....i lost them all!!....so you better give me your number!!...hahaha....cause ok...i havent had to remember a number in i dont know how long...because hello...there is an address book!!...hahahah....ok well that is the story!!....that is my stupidness!!...that is my BLAHH!!....

uhgg!!
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Apr. 16th, 2006 @ 05:01 pm Happy Easter Biatches!!
Current Location: uhh my home?!?!
Current Mood: Blah!!
Current Music: Watched Hardball ~ on DVD
*Ohhh shit!!....look she knows how to post a real blog!!...hahahha*

For starters....Happy Easter to all and to all a Happy Easter...or someting like that....

my day today has been fun....woke up...ran into my parents bedroom yelling happy easter...happy easter...like the days when we were children...and wanted them to get up...cause we want to hunt the house for candy that the easter bunny had put out!...well sadly this morn no easter candy had been put out...but my mom told me to one...leave her alone...and let her sleep!...and two...go ck her underware draw....she had something....so i ran over....like a little kid...and grabbed my easter gift!!....man its so cool!...its likes awesome wond thing...that lights up!!...its so much fun!!...i love it!!....she had 4 of them....3 for the kids and 1 for a lady at church....man i just wanted to take them all!...hahaha...but i ran to my bro room and jumped on his bed...but he was a jerk face...and wasnt excited at all!...so he wouldnt get up....so i had to be entertained with my toy all by myself!...hahha then it was time to get ready for church!!....got to church....ended up getting there right in time to watch the priest walk down the ale...yippie.....for me that is like 10mins early!!....anyways...ddamn!! the church was packed....i guess easter is a time to bring everyone out of the woods...and into the church for a little blessing...cause ddddamn!!....i ended up having to sit in a folding chair on the back row...last seat....with still a grip of ppl standing....but they were mostly guys...so hey..they should stand!!....anyways...after church i went to the conv store to get a soda....got a loto ticket!!...*damn* my ass is addicted!!...but hey...won $5!!...heck yea...so instead of being smart and saving the moeny...i sure did go and buy another one!!...and lost!!...ohh well...surprised my parents...who were smart and went to church last night...*easter vigil* and were still at home...with donuts from there fav place...*A&M donuts*...yea yea....so it was around 11:30 now....my bro started peeling the potatoes...and my dad started makin the ham...yea yea...that was fun....me and sarah got the table ready for dinner...then we started watching Hardball...great disney movie...about baseball...and kids in the hood....it was great!!...when that was over it was time for dinner!!...yea yea...i was way excited...damn its been forever!! since i have had a good home cooked meal!!...hahaha....lunch was great....ate my ham and ketchup!!...hmm with mashed potatoes...mixed with peas and corn!!...classic!!...and cant forget the dinner rolls with a brown sugar glaze!!....man it was all yummy!!...

hope your easter rocked your pants off!!....

hmm its nap time now!!...
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Apr. 3rd, 2006 @ 10:03 pm Drinking Drinking Drinking!!
Current Mood: just blah!!
Current Music: Watching NCAA Final Four Game!!
My Oath to My Beer Buddies: When you are sad, I will give you a beer, slap you, and say, " Cry me a freakin' river you freakin' baby... Now drink up." When you are scared, I will comfort you... and try to convince you that they will not search the trunk. When you are worried, I will buy not one but two thirty packs. That ought to hold us until 8 pm. When you are lost, I will lead you back to your room... so that you can pass out with your girlfriend/boyfriend and they can take care of you. When you are hungry, I will be a true friend... and keep you from adding on to your fat ass and hide the post-drinking munchies. When you are delireious with superhuman strength, I will sit your ass on the couch... and keep you from getting your drunk ass kicked... When you are cunfused, I will explain to you how sometimes ugly people look like supermodels when you are drunk. "This is my oath... I pledge until the end. Why you may ask? Because you're my beer drinking friend! "When Girls Drink..." : 1. we have absolutely no idea where our purse is 2. we believe that dancing with our arms over our heads and wiggling out butt while yelling "WOO-HOO!!" is truly the sexiest dance-move around 3. we suddenly decide that we want to kick someone's ass...and honestly believe we could do it, too 4. in our last trip to pee, we realized that we now look more like a homeless hooker than the goddess we thought we were just mere moments ago 5. we drop our 3 AM sub sandwich on the floor (which we're eating even though we're not the least bit hungry), pick it up, and carry on eating it 6. we start crying and telling everyone we see that we love them sooo much 7. we get extremely excited and jump around everytime a new song plays because "oh my God! i love this song!!" 8. we've found a deeper/spiritual side to the geek sitting next to us 9. the man we're flirting with used to be our 5th grade teacher 10. the urge to take off articles of clothing, stand on a table and sing and dance becomes strangely overwhelming 11. our eyes just don't seem to want to stay open, so we keep them half closed and think it looks exotically sexy 12. we've suddenly taken up smoking...and become really good at it 13. we yell at the bartender, who we believe cheated us by giving us just cranberry juice, when really, we can just no longer taste the vodka 14. we think we are in bed, but our pillow feels strangely like the kitchen floor (or maybe the mop?) 15. we start every conversation with a booming "DON'T TAKE THIS THE WRONG WAY, BUT..." 16. we fail to notice that the toilet lid's down when we sit on it 17. our hugs begin to resemble wrestling moves 18. when we get tired, we just sit on the floor (wherever we happen to be standing) to take a quick nap 19. we begin leaving the buttons open on our pants in order to cut down on the time we're in the bathroom away from our drinks 20. we take off our shoes because we believe it's their fault we're having trouble walking straight
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Mar. 26th, 2006 @ 01:11 pm Hello
Current Mood: Happy Birthday Marissa Jane!!
Current Music: Jack Johnson ~ Good People
just a little HI!!....to say I ROCK!....and that I am happy today!!...ohh and that today is my girl Marissa Janes BIRTHDAY!!....yippie!!...happy birthday marissa!!.....yippie!!...she is all a growin up!!....a big girl of 24!!...ahh they grow up so fast now a days!!....hahahhaa....

life has been....uhhgg ok yea i guess whatever....for me...i have been in a funk...dont really know what to do about getting out of it....cant decided if i should move back to abilene....or if i should stay here....quit my job....or stick with it....its just AHHH....just dont know!!....so yea....that is my life as is....
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